1) i never do anything i love for money. why? because then it's a job and that means i'm working to please SOMEONE ELSE and i start to hate it. my worst nightmare is to start looking at sex like a job. might as well put on a dress and have people call me a WOMAN. (i kid, i kid!) but seriously, way to take the specialness out of something. mechanics have the worst running cars, because who the fuck wants to go fix their car after fixing cars all day?

2) after struggling with the cloneawilly kit, i have to say that the dick in porn has a much more "mental" job. the hole has lube to grease the skids, so to speak, but if there ain't no hardon, there really ain't no porn (pure lesbo porn doesn't have this issue, since dildos are always ready to rock). i guess you could do skinemax style softcore emulation, but that's not what we pay for. we want the cheesecake. the bottom line is that keeping a stiffy for an HOUR, while you're WORKING and only kinda sorta enjoying yourself is a lot more challenging than most people think.

3) to kind of go along with #1, i've always wondered what do porn stars do for PLEASURE sex, like, when they're NOT working? say you're someone like kelly wells.. basically a filthy whore (and i say that with respect) who is well known for taking very large insertions, multiple penetrations, aggressive, gangbang sex, etc. what the hell do you do to spice things up in your PERSONAL sex life? does she even HAVE one?

it seems to me that being a productive mainstream porn star is pretty antithetical to having fulfilling, rewarding, intimate one on one sex with a long term partner. i could be wrong, but if i'm not, that's really shitty.

Now that's one hell of a visual

i wish i was porno material. then i'd release my porno under a highly managed viral campaign and claim in the media that it was stolen from my home to further boost my viewership. i'd pretend i wasn't an exhibitionist, but a total victim. booyah! a girl can dream, can't she.